Review

Friday, March 25, 2011

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Leave unsaid, unspoken
Eyes wide shut, unopened
You and me always be
You and me always between the lines


So I’ve been listening to this song back and forth. This song tells a story of loving someone who doesn’t love you back. How people said that music is describe what we feels is exactly what i feel right now.

I’ve been loving this man for 3 years now, he’s one of the student in my campus. You know how’s the feeling when you love someone so much right? when you blushing every time he’s around, when your heart stop beating every time he passes around you, when you put on your clumsy face and body when he near you, when you stare at him behind dark glasses, when you smile happily every time your friends send you his latest pics, when you always wondering what time he will realize your feeling for him, when your mind says to give up but you can’t because your heart fail you to do it. 

He is everything I’ve been waiting for, everything I’ve been picturing of how my perfect man is.

I love him. I do. But here I am facing my own love alone while keep wishing and hoping he will turning his head and realizing I’ve been here the whole time, waiting for him.

Just a chance to know him more, to make he realizes my existence, to make he knows what I feel, would be countless.

lucky

sometime when i look at her picture, her family, her friends, her life, i would say :
 "Oh, what a lucky girl she is. life is so unfair...how it can happen? when there's one lucky girl that barely not lack anything  and there's another girl (like me) that lack something." 
but then i realized what if  I'm that lucky girl? what if people beneath me say the exact same things to me? and from that moment i realize that nobody is perfect, I have to be always grateful for what I am now, what I have given, because out there so many people not as lucky as I am. there are even homeless people who sleep under the bridge or any places that they can use as their rest place. just one underline sentence i have in mind : 
to be birth in this world, being alive with family around and my needs compliance are the luckiest things for me.  
the hell if there's luckier girl than me that can get everything she wants everything she asks because i know someday i will have that special moment too when i feel and say :

"Oh yes, I'm the luckiest girl in this world!" 

so, always be grateful amigo, because we are lucky people :)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

dear you. . .


dear boy
I know I’m not good at writing words, story, lyrics, or even poem. but all I do know is when I think of you there are many things I can write.

dear boy
It has been 3 years since we have met and none of the second in my life I have ever not thinking about you.

dear boy
I don’t want you to know me because I’m afraid. afraid of knowing the truth about how you feels about me. 

dear boy
Let me make you my dream man, because only by dreaming I can be happy with you.

questioning



Questioning : if your biggest dreams could come true? does it also means that your biggest nightmare could also come true?

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

keep breathing


Keep breathing. Simple two words at first, useful and inspiring two words at last.
On every bad thing when we can't barely do anything all we can do is just keep breathing.
When we're hearing bad news. 
When we're hearing good news. 
When we're facing an outrageous incident. 
Or even when we bored to death on doing something.
On every part of our journey in life we just keep breathing.
Because that’s all we can do when nothing else we can do.

Monday, March 21, 2011

a moment to be inspired

2.33 am and I'm still awake listening to some music while opening up some sites. when suddenly this song came up on my track list. i used to love this song a lot until another song catch my ear and  i forgot  (just like that) about this song (oh how evil am I *glancing to my self*). 
this song sang by Brendan James and the title is All I Can See. listening to this song always makes me inspired  to embrace everything i have pass over this life. the lyrics really touched me, it makes me realize on how we supposed to be grateful on our life that has been given. and makes me realize on how many things i haven't done, earn, reach, and see on this life. the things i have to struggling this life for, the things to construe my life. so from now on i will promise to myself that i will never wasting my time again and to stop being a lazy person because there are so many things waiting for me to be seen  and done out there.

so,, are you ready to be inspired ?? here it is..



those who journey can easily understand
the more they see, the more they'll learn, the more that they will be
so this i swear to you, and this i swear to me
I'll never rest till I've seen all i can see
no, I'll never rest till I've seen all i can see

enjoy!! ;)

define life # 2


life is like a highway, it takes us on a long journey until we reach our final destination.

define life # 1


age is like a level in life as a game. when you reach higher level, you will also play a harder game.

Friday, March 18, 2011

the moment you realize you're an adult


The moment you realize you’re an adult:

1. When you visiting someone house and notice some unusual stuff on their coffee table, you want to touch it but you can't because you realize you're an adult.
2. When your mom setting you up with a man that could be your future husband, you realize you're an adult.
3. When you fall in front of people and you hurt your back, yo want to crying out loud but you can't because you realize you're an adult.
4. When you start searching fr heels instead of flats, you realize you're an adult.
5. When you're signing up for a job hunter website, you realize you're an adult.
6. When you look at a calendar and see your 20 something birthday is not so far anymore, you realize you're an adult.


ps. the word "you" is actually means me. oh yes, I'm an adult now :|
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